Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Oh well. today went school nth takes place also. went home immediate after mr ham dismiss us.
kinda low day for me. just dono why.
I think i am getting from bad to worst. or should i say worst = gone case.
case 1: my anger. seems like getting from bad to worst. almost did something wrong just outside the co-op. just don wanna say it
case 2: recently. forums been discussing this issue. quoted why did u go out alone without friends? i see all the replys. all were almost same shoe as me.
go out with friends? some friend nid to ask them. then mah chiam nid to beg them to go out with ya. why do tat? go out alone can do alot of shit on ur own. no need he's face or her's face.
go out alone number 2. WHY? quoted by 1 forum member as she says: i always like to go walk around like orchard/bugis area. but always alone. WHY? most of my fren don wan to. not even once a month. ask them go out = ask n don ask makes no different.
after all. i had enough of this too. got friend working or busy with project. nvm also. seems tat everything all alone is kinda fun too.
last few weekend. i went shopping all alone at orchard. den went to adelphi to xchange my mylear earphone with uncle wilson. since it was de 3rd time i went to he's shop. he always seen me going alone. while with no friends. so he thought i was those "LONE" guy. LOL. talk to me about things la.
but. best quote from him: U look better with a new haircut. ur previous haircut makes me think tat u r a gangster. LOL. =)
thru out the weekend. i went shop all alone. orchard/bugis/sim lim. and went take some photography at the museum. clarke quay.
cos mon - fri skooling. sat n sun is the only time i had to go out. if wait for calls from friend or them to reply. i might have just wasted my bloody weekend at home being sitting duck.
arh. forget about this part la. i am doing perfection of going out alone.
went for job interview as a fulltime merchandiser at redhill. interview only 10 min and i was acepted. kinda happy also la.
hoping to work n earn money. then weekend i going out to enjoy by myself again.
guess too many things changed. ppl change. the world change.
i tried to change to be a better person. but all i get is bullshit. piles of them.
and is this how u ppl deifne idiots? achieving something though u know u would never suceed 4 years back? guess i am the 1. being trying since sec skool time. all i know is i will nv reach the goal at all no mattar how much input.
speaking of sec skool life. deeply miss sec skool life.
morning to class slp or copy homework =x
sing national athem loudly ( cos if we don do tat. we will kana stay back to sing LOUDER)
me n johnny with layer with ppl have spikes hair
godly class bonding power. 1 for all. all for 1
patrick hates me since i pawn him in geog =x
talking in class about anime/gadget
late for class. 10 over ppl gather for prata breakfast =x
absent rate = 1 or 2 time nia thru out de year
this pics pwn. remb tat time when this drink was sold in skool. kikapo. we called it kickapoobalan. LOL. our best crazy indian guy in class XD.
arh tat's it. guess i am bad to worst.
BUT!
I got a way to cure it. (IT'S NOT HEALTHY AT ALL. DON TRY IT)
Light a stick of vice roy menthol. smoke. while smoking. think of all de suay/sad/sian/wtf thing. think n think. by the time u finish ur cig. u throw away ur cigg but. which also mean u throw away ur negative. no more whining =) cool rite? LOLs
my mini office. left = play. right = work/mo/sales thingy =).
aiyah. after throwing things at this bloody blog. THINGS R BRIGHTER =)
Last time:
Last time student write diary not blog.
Last time use cd player not mp3. owning a cd player is like so shiok liao.
Last time 8250 mod with white led light. damn ah beng style
Last time lan shop 1 hour 4.50
tat's all =)
this pics pwn. remb tat time when this drink was sold in skool. kikapo. we called it kickapoobalan. LOL. our best crazy indian guy in class XD.
my mini office. left = play. right = work/mo/sales thingy =).