} ; Jacko's :( *

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

*WARNING! B4 READING. IF U BUEY TAHAN VULGAR AND CAP LOCK. PLS DON READ, I GONNA SPAM LIKE ****.

FARK IT MAN THIS. FARKING DAY. FARKING OUTTING DAY!.NBCB.

FARK MAN. MET MY MUM FOR MY MEDICAL REPORT. DEN WENT CITY HALL MEET MY FRIENDS.

MEET ALREADY GO WALK AROUND DEN GO CAFE CARTEL. FARKED UP MAN. BEING JOKE MATERIAL OF THE DAY. NVM. FARK IT MAN. WAS TOTALLY CAST AWAY. TOTALLY LEFT ALONE. JUST FOLLOW AROUND. FARK IT AGAIN. ISSIT BCOS I AM SICK OR HALF PASS DEAD? TRYING TO BLEND INTO AMONG THEM, BUT ALWAYS FAILED. I TRIED EVERYTHING I COULD BUT STILL CANNOT. FARKED MAN. WTF IS THIS OUTTING FOR? I WAS BEING CAST AWAY. LEAVE ALONE FOR ISOLATION WHILE WATCHING DE REST HAVING FUN. NO BODY EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME. FARK IT 1 MORE TIME. ONLY PING NOTICE IT. NVM. I TAHAN. BUY MOVIE TICS LIAO. I JUST FOLLOW. DON WANNA SPOIL THEIR MOOD.FARK MAN. Y AM I FARKING BEING CAST AWAY? WTF HAVE I DONE MAN. SHIT THIS DAY.

AFTER MOVIE GO ESPLANDE. TRY TO BLEND IN AGAIN BUT TIO PUSH AWAY AGAIN. FARK MAN. ESPLANDE SIT DOWN TALK. FINALLY I GET TO TALK ABIT. FARK MAN. WTF IS THIS DAY ALL ABOUT? CAST AWAY DAY? NVM. I LUN. LUN TAO POOL FUSION. ALL PLAY POOL. SO I PUT UP A SMILEY FACE.I AM NOT FARKING HAPPY WITH ANYTHING AT ALL. ONLY HAO TALK SWEE SWEE TO ME OUTSIDE. FARK MAN. HOW I WISH THIS DAY DON COUNT AS A DAY. FARK IT FARK IT. I WAS ABIT SICK. SO I WAS FARKING CAST AWAY. BELND INTO THE COMMUNITY? I TRIED NUMEROUS. BUT NONE WORKS.

TRYING TO GET CLOSE N UNDERSTAND HER MORE. BUT YET. CAST AWAY. I TRIED KEPT MYSELF COOL. BUT NO SHIT AIN'T WORK. FARKING SAD MAN. I WANNA CRIED OUT LOUD BUT TOO BAD. REAL MAN DON CRIED. WTF CAN I DO. JUST DIAM DIAM N FOLLOW AROUND LIKE A EXTRA FOR THE DAY. FARK IT MAN. SERIOUSLY. Y I EVER EXIST ON TAT DAY. SHIT THIS DAY.

LISTEN TO HEAR STORY OUTSIDE POOL. LISTEN N LISTEN. FEEL MORE LIKE I MYSELF IS MAKING A HAPPY SELF PAWN DAY FOR MYSELF. SHIT TAT? I AM TRYING TO MODIFIED MYSELF. I TRY TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE. BUT DON THINGS AIN'T GONNA WORK. BO CHANCE LIAO LA. she only look very forward to the "1" tat's msging her. ALRIGHT NVM. JUST GOT MYSELF SELF PAWNED. SHIT IT MAN. IT'S BEEN MY 17 AND A HALF YEARS OLD. 1 AND ONLY FARKING DAY WHERE I FELT MYSELF BEING N EXTRA AND CAST AWAY. CAN U FARKING IMAGINE WAD IS CALLED LONELINESS THROUGH THIS MORE THAN 10 HOURS OUTING? FARK THIS AGAIN. I DID CRIED WHEN SITTING AT DE CORNER ON MY OWN. NOT BCOS EMO OR SMLJ. JUST CANNOT TAKE IT. FARK MAN. I KEPT IT LOW. N JUST HEAD TO TOILET TO CLEAN UP. FARK MAN. WADS THIS SHIT ALL ABOUT.

THIS IS DA CONTENT I KEYED IN MY HP WAN BUEY SONG. I CAN'T HURT MY FREN. SO I JUST DUMP THEM INTO HP. DEN BLOG.
N73:Today. farked up day. should have farking regretted to turn up for this day.just wondering y am i being left out. issit i am half pass dead? or not or not.just hate t being joke of the day again at cafe cartel. thing sux. how i wish ii wasn't here at all. wad a sucky day. running low on blood pressure. fark it man. feel like crying out loud. this is not expected in my mind. fark it. some ppl might think tat i cannot take jokes. ya but to a extend liao la. feel like i am the extra for today. self entertain by my ipod. happy self pawn day to myself :).trying very hard to blend into it. but failed numerous time.wadever la. just throwing my unhappiness into this phone. hope thing turn out to be better later. fark it man. first time feel so left out. don feel like watching de movie.

after esplande go pool. only hao n wei swee swee talk to me there. but i bo say anything about de things. cos i don wanna spoil their mood. i diam diam nia. den 2nd is wanan beo her? think twice. heard things about her ex. all so money spammer. think gurantee plus chop no chance de la.zzz.

after tat go banquet? tat's where i lagi low n gan si lang sian again. aiyah up to here la. take cab go home change pe. den go skool again. shit this man. it's not iron man show.

FARK MAN. I REALLY FINDING CHANCE TO HIT DE SPOT. BUT EVERYTIME I DON GET TO HIT IT. GUESS I AM HOPELESS GUY. FARK THIS.

haha. think bo chance liao la. all ex so power pack. HAPPY SELF PAWN DAY TO JACKO.!

i am trying to change myself to be de better. i now answer phone n wait for other party to say bb n hangup first.
i don chase around wacking wei hao or other ppl.
i don farking show temper on fren.

i noe still alot more to change. but it takes time.

thx if u happen to read my buey song. pardon me for my rudness. =)

Last phrase of the day:爱一个人好难. =(

pic of the day:

DON LEAVE me ):

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