Saturday, August 25, 2007
Saturday, August 18, 2007
lol. wake up go clinic. doctor say must cut to take out my ear stud tat's stuck insde. de whole thing went in sia. i was scare tao face green green.
nvm. so clinic ask me go polyclinic see n cut. omfg. went geylang east there. wait so long. den de doctor ask me go tan tock seng cut.
2 ppl pei me go. nigel and ... go there. wan gan chiong sia. A&E side. omfg. tension so tight. me lagi scare of pain de =x but ok la. heard 1 thing quite shocking or should i say quite funny. this indian guy from from 3rd storey ( i dono if he's 3rd storey is how high) n went to hopsital by himself. when de nurse heard tat. she was like WTF? LOl.den de assistant came n help out. i was like omfg. u fall n u come tts alone? LOL.
blood pressure. me got healthy blood pressure =) haha. time for opteration. kana numb by the injection. wah lagi pain sia de injetion. but bo bian. no pain no gain =( den she pick 1 knife from the big tray where tere r lagi alot of sizes. wah stunt sia. she cut le take out de stud. i was shock too how de thing went in =(
den go take blood sample n have a injection for blood issue problem =( things end here. saw 2 ppl dead while i queeing up for the registration =) tats all. today lagi tired. GG =)
Friday, August 17, 2007
wah steam liao lor. my ear hole there got problem. morning nid to go clinic take out. wah cao. slp 1 nite over things gone rune. damn sad man.
2 things i fear de most. 1 is flying cockroach.1 is pain. =(siao liaos
Monday, August 13, 2007
Nth much to talk about. had my family dinner at de hotel at clarke quay there. cos my gradma bday. no choice die die have to go. just hate tat side de family ppl. ITE to them = gg, u r done for life. and yet i am so called de 2nd wife son. so farked up man. everyyear is de same as usual. not enjoyable but suffer like hell =( boring dinner. zzz hate tat shitty family.
o well. today ish monday. monday blues. go skool lagi sian. enter class only tio lecture by my class de 2 siao char bor. LOL. guess this month will not strike toto/4d le. after first peroid. all choose to go home. go home n rest lo.. den went out. aiyah. alot of thing to say but don wish to type out.
at ms saw latiff, went to find justine, den say on yi. haha. mah chiam all having gathering at ms like tat =x hahaha.
okok la. yet i will say de day kinda sux.
pic for grandma bday:
omfg. this mango pudding is such !@#$%^&*(). only ate de strawberry.
my grandma blowing de birthday cake with other grandson. i decided to siam n act as a camera man as i don wanna take tat family photo. haha =)
Friday, August 10, 2007
Thursday, August 9, 2007
HOHOHO. today went shopping. cut hair. dye hair.
evening meet nakok. we go find mich den go town area. aku go pierce my ear. lol. buy tie also. walk walk le with wei go pool. nth to report for today. cos bad shit going in.
LING. U NBCB. ADD ME AT MSN ACT GOOD PPL? DON BE HE'S DOG LA FOR FARK SAKE. SIMI YISHUN PPL. I DON REMEMBERING THEM. DON TELL ME U R A GANG. TEL HIM. WUJI LAI FIND LIMBEH AT MS. MAKE SURE U STAB MY TWICE. DON MISS ME. CALL ALL UR PPL COME. LIM BEH WAIT FOR U. CCB. U DON MSN ME SAY DON GO. HE GONNA PIA JUI ME. COME! NBCB. I NO NID PPL. KILL ME I U CAN. FARK IT. BREAK MY RIBS AGAIN IF U CAN. WUJI LA. I NOE U GOT MY BLOG. REPORT BACK TO HIM U DOG.
fark man. wtf have i done wrong in my life.
just today. i make another gal hate me like hell. for some mlm issue. haiz nvm.
tio tai ji? u think i wan de arh?
fark it man. i feel so helpless. those coming out on national day de. if i was not killed. can pei me drink? i feel like getting drunk like a big loser.
sometimes. i think of it. i am such a loser.
there's nth i can do to prevent my family from breaking
there's nth i can do to take care my health well. hear broken,there broken
there's nth i can do to tell de gal i like tat i care for her.
lose another fren today again. must have pissed her off.
is this life? i think i reach my limit. tat's all. just tired with everything. hope i real get killed by them. ok. this might be my last post.
thx for all my frens. wei,hao,ping,long,nakok,edmund and many more. thx for being such a nice friend to me. i just got nothing to lose le. =( btw. if got chance. don mind tell her tat i am sorry for wad i said.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
*WARNING! B4 READING. IF U BUEY TAHAN VULGAR AND CAP LOCK. PLS DON READ, I GONNA SPAM LIKE ****.
FARK IT MAN THIS. FARKING DAY. FARKING OUTTING DAY!.NBCB.
FARK MAN. MET MY MUM FOR MY MEDICAL REPORT. DEN WENT CITY HALL MEET MY FRIENDS.
MEET ALREADY GO WALK AROUND DEN GO CAFE CARTEL. FARKED UP MAN. BEING JOKE MATERIAL OF THE DAY. NVM. FARK IT MAN. WAS TOTALLY CAST AWAY. TOTALLY LEFT ALONE. JUST FOLLOW AROUND. FARK IT AGAIN. ISSIT BCOS I AM SICK OR HALF PASS DEAD? TRYING TO BLEND INTO AMONG THEM, BUT ALWAYS FAILED. I TRIED EVERYTHING I COULD BUT STILL CANNOT. FARKED MAN. WTF IS THIS OUTTING FOR? I WAS BEING CAST AWAY. LEAVE ALONE FOR ISOLATION WHILE WATCHING DE REST HAVING FUN. NO BODY EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME. FARK IT 1 MORE TIME. ONLY PING NOTICE IT. NVM. I TAHAN. BUY MOVIE TICS LIAO. I JUST FOLLOW. DON WANNA SPOIL THEIR MOOD.FARK MAN. Y AM I FARKING BEING CAST AWAY? WTF HAVE I DONE MAN. SHIT THIS DAY.
AFTER MOVIE GO ESPLANDE. TRY TO BLEND IN AGAIN BUT TIO PUSH AWAY AGAIN. FARK MAN. ESPLANDE SIT DOWN TALK. FINALLY I GET TO TALK ABIT. FARK MAN. WTF IS THIS DAY ALL ABOUT? CAST AWAY DAY? NVM. I LUN. LUN TAO POOL FUSION. ALL PLAY POOL. SO I PUT UP A SMILEY FACE.I AM NOT FARKING HAPPY WITH ANYTHING AT ALL. ONLY HAO TALK SWEE SWEE TO ME OUTSIDE. FARK MAN. HOW I WISH THIS DAY DON COUNT AS A DAY. FARK IT FARK IT. I WAS ABIT SICK. SO I WAS FARKING CAST AWAY. BELND INTO THE COMMUNITY? I TRIED NUMEROUS. BUT NONE WORKS.
TRYING TO GET CLOSE N UNDERSTAND HER MORE. BUT YET. CAST AWAY. I TRIED KEPT MYSELF COOL. BUT NO SHIT AIN'T WORK. FARKING SAD MAN. I WANNA CRIED OUT LOUD BUT TOO BAD. REAL MAN DON CRIED. WTF CAN I DO. JUST DIAM DIAM N FOLLOW AROUND LIKE A EXTRA FOR THE DAY. FARK IT MAN. SERIOUSLY. Y I EVER EXIST ON TAT DAY. SHIT THIS DAY.
LISTEN TO HEAR STORY OUTSIDE POOL. LISTEN N LISTEN. FEEL MORE LIKE I MYSELF IS MAKING A HAPPY SELF PAWN DAY FOR MYSELF. SHIT TAT? I AM TRYING TO MODIFIED MYSELF. I TRY TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE. BUT DON THINGS AIN'T GONNA WORK. BO CHANCE LIAO LA. she only look very forward to the "1" tat's msging her. ALRIGHT NVM. JUST GOT MYSELF SELF PAWNED. SHIT IT MAN. IT'S BEEN MY 17 AND A HALF YEARS OLD. 1 AND ONLY FARKING DAY WHERE I FELT MYSELF BEING N EXTRA AND CAST AWAY. CAN U FARKING IMAGINE WAD IS CALLED LONELINESS THROUGH THIS MORE THAN 10 HOURS OUTING? FARK THIS AGAIN. I DID CRIED WHEN SITTING AT DE CORNER ON MY OWN. NOT BCOS EMO OR SMLJ. JUST CANNOT TAKE IT. FARK MAN. I KEPT IT LOW. N JUST HEAD TO TOILET TO CLEAN UP. FARK MAN. WADS THIS SHIT ALL ABOUT.
THIS IS DA CONTENT I KEYED IN MY HP WAN BUEY SONG. I CAN'T HURT MY FREN. SO I JUST DUMP THEM INTO HP. DEN BLOG.
N73:Today. farked up day. should have farking regretted to turn up for this day.just wondering y am i being left out. issit i am half pass dead? or not or not.just hate t being joke of the day again at cafe cartel. thing sux. how i wish ii wasn't here at all. wad a sucky day. running low on blood pressure. fark it man. feel like crying out loud. this is not expected in my mind. fark it. some ppl might think tat i cannot take jokes. ya but to a extend liao la. feel like i am the extra for today. self entertain by my ipod. happy self pawn day to myself :).trying very hard to blend into it. but failed numerous time.wadever la. just throwing my unhappiness into this phone. hope thing turn out to be better later. fark it man. first time feel so left out. don feel like watching de movie.
after esplande go pool. only hao n wei swee swee talk to me there. but i bo say anything about de things. cos i don wanna spoil their mood. i diam diam nia. den 2nd is wanan beo her? think twice. heard things about her ex. all so money spammer. think gurantee plus chop no chance de la.zzz.
after tat go banquet? tat's where i lagi low n gan si lang sian again. aiyah up to here la. take cab go home change pe. den go skool again. shit this man. it's not iron man show.
FARK MAN. I REALLY FINDING CHANCE TO HIT DE SPOT. BUT EVERYTIME I DON GET TO HIT IT. GUESS I AM HOPELESS GUY. FARK THIS.
haha. think bo chance liao la. all ex so power pack. HAPPY SELF PAWN DAY TO JACKO.!
i am trying to change myself to be de better. i now answer phone n wait for other party to say bb n hangup first.
i don chase around wacking wei hao or other ppl.
i don farking show temper on fren.
i noe still alot more to change. but it takes time.
thx if u happen to read my buey song. pardon me for my rudness. =)
Last phrase of the day:爱一个人好难. =(
pic of the day: =O
Saturday, August 4, 2007
HoHo. Weekend =) but i have a "bloody" morning =(
wake up cough. nose bleed again. my bed sheet tio quite alot. since my father went to market. i kin kin chiong n change n wash them, don wish to let my dad noe wads going on.
Busy morning. dad end up asking me y i wash them. i got no choice but to i vomit on it =x. Lol. but heng he bo further ask anything.
as usual. today bo go out, so stat at home dota with wei,long,ping, kill time by playing it. den watch naruto and etc anime =) very boring day. got msg pl. intend to go vivo but aiyah. quite low den don wan go. decided to camp at home.through de day nth do. surft net. play game. quite boring lol.
nite still same. dl music n mess around my ipod. changing all de song inside it. haha =) today ish a simple day to end it.
miss some ppl for sure la. but not conve enough to list it down here XD.
ok la. since weekend. i shall rig some pic for u ppl again =).
Last phrase of the day: I said. are u gonna be my girl. plsss... 当你真正爱一个人的时候, 是没有理由的!只是一种感觉。
Pic: the store at my skool carnival where i bought things for "them"
*WARNING. BOY SEE LIAO. DON PUKE OR HEART ATTACK. GAL SEE LIAO DON SO HAPPY*
Usually when we guys talk about playboy magazine. gals sure EEEEEEE... so now. in taiwan. really got "playboy". lol
Further more worst pic. so be prepared =x.
This type of girl maid i belive every guy sure wan de. =x
chio sia X_X
BUT! THIS UPCOMINGGUY MAID I DOUBT ANY 1 WOULD WAN TO KEEP.
lol. song bo. mai puke.
haha. u guys see happy can liao =)
Hoho. friday. last day =)
skool wise. mai say liao. pe cancel class. too early end. so went to walk de carnival. with classmate. i bought 2 gift with things written on it for "someone". cannot take pic of it as t's warped=)
nth much happen today. just a normal friday, went to paragon to claim my pay. at home do nothing. music music all de way.
lol. friday nite, ping show me 1 blog.. OMG. REALLY DAMN POWER. I WLL HAIL TO HIM AS MY SHIFU MAN.
nth much happen today la. moody day.haha. msg to somemone but bo reply. issit my phone sux or she bo receive or issit she think there's no nid to reply. =( arh. as i will say. things sux as usual.
as a shity day. losing blood. nose bleeding cum coughing blood out. damn. guess i am really sick =(. die i don mind la. but don torment my body pls -.-. dad intend to send me to hospital. but too bad. NO THX =)
arh. sicky day. feel farked up day. really dono how to say =(
Last phrase of the day: aiyah. today no good good de la. only some farked up thing.
DEATH DON ISSUE WITH ME ANYMORE.JUST STOP FARKING TORMENTING MY BODY!
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Wednesday. some more is first of august. thought things will be gonna be whole new as it's de first. but things don go well though =(
Firstly is tan class. i was very late ( class laeft 15 min =s) i wear jeans in cos prev day i was sick n bo do laundry. he ask me go home. i also happy =) no heart study arh.
Ok nvm. class end. we cafe eat. wah lau eh. only i was asked to go home. yvonne also wan go home -.-. she call her fren. tell them TODAY CLASS EARLY DISMISS. rofl. me n joan tease her. LOL. joke around on qiang also. simi got strength tio bang by mrt arh. lorry arh. all crap talking =x
but i wan complain. SOTONG WACK ME! bully me. kik chair at me. abuse old ppl =( lol.
den all go home. long also pontank. he find me also =x. wad a day. issit pontank day? lol.
lol. meet up with wei. go c2. drink water. makan. wei hao ys roger they all turn up. okok la. they all lai disturb calling me wad boss of simei. understand la. no prank they will die.
things get gan du lan when wei hao start making farked up prank. even ys n roger noe reach limit liao. nonsence should stop. he bo chup siao. i wan gan du lan with him. not bcos of the thumbdrive spoil. i don like farkking become de jokking material. gan du lan liao. feel like wacking him up. but I CAN'T. he's 1 of my best buddy also. fren since p school.
bo bian. i diam diam go sit nxt to long. to cool myself down. no choice wad. hu will hurt ur best fren? gana lan diam diam sit down. anger management. hope he understand 1 day i don like to be joked or become the joking material. arh nvm. even though this happen. i die die have to forgive and forget. forget it when the clock hits 12. HOKAY! FORGIVE N FORGET LIAO! =)
nvm. go home. later meet up with ck go pool. talk about things la. pool liao go makan dinner n talk about other shiet. tat's all
kk tat's all for today. currently guru with wei n ping =)
Last phrase of the day: if i only get the 1 and only chance to say i love u.i will say it when we married, old n dying. cos u noe y? cos i wanna say at last part of our life cos i love u through out my life =)
as promised. got blog = got pic: *WARNING* F4 FAN. AFTER SEEING THIS. PLS DO NOT HUNT/TRACK/KILL ME =)
when f4 get old =x LOL. from de taiwan imitation show de =)